My New Meaning (she delivers all her promises)

I write this as I’m sat in the basement of a large building in central London waiting to start work but in my head I’m stood on the cliffs in bare feet overlooking the sea.

Or maybe I’m laying on the beach, the sand in my hair with a margarita in hand and the sun on my skin.

Either way I’m having fun.

Last time I wrote to you I was about to start streaming on twitch.

It had been about 8 months since I’d consistently written any songs and now I’ve got like 14 songs that didn’t exist just a couple months ago.

It’s wild.

I lost my way for a couple of weeks after I got back into music, it was a bit of a shock for me.

It had been so long since I had looked inwards so intently, really dissecting how I’m feeling, where I’m going, and trying to get it onto the page in a way that feels true to itself still.

The week I did my first stream and wrote the first 3 songs I have in ages was like my mind had opened.

3 days later I felt the pull towards my piano and spent 4 hours without a break writing a song I didn’t know was in me.

But as I was saying, I was in a minor funk for a short moment and then I remembered a book (technically audiobook) that I listened to when I was about 16.

Many of you may know it, it’s The Secret.

So I re-listened to it last week and honestly I feel like my life has transformed - not to be dramatic or anything.

I find myself walking down the street just laughing to myself, can’t even imagine what people think when they see me.

The sun is shining again and I just feel powerful.

Also, another dramatic sentence, but I’ve written the song that is going to change my life.

I don’t know how, but I have no other words to explain this song.

I was writing on stream earlier this week and working on the song and it was like I had an epiphany.

It’s going to serve as a mantra, a daily affirmation to lead me, you, and anyone else to where we are supposed to be in our lives.

I’m having visions of my life, of what I have that is yet to be delivered and it’s making everything look brighter.

I don’t know where I’m going or what journey I’m going on but I couldn’t be more excited to begin.

I’m at the start of a new chapter and I couldn’t be warmer.

What is meant for me will come to me, she delivers all her promises x